I caught John putting Rowan in his crib and then taking him out. And then putting him in again. And then taking him out. Do you know why? He was doing this because he couldn't get enough of Rowan reaching up for his daddy. It actually made John teary and well, that made me teary too.

He has changed so much this week. It's hard to pin point exactly what is different, but there is something brighter and more curious about him. He is even happier than he usually is although he really doesn't like going to bed anymore. He would prefer to be up with us. He isn't hard to put down, but he won't just go to sleep after we walk out of the room. He loves to have his back rubbed while he sucks his thumb on his tummy. I can't believe it, but I love him even more today than I did yesterday.